It's just an illusion

I always dream of being a princess. I always hope for my prince charming to come. Ten years later, my dream almost come true. The guy I have been waiting for has finnaly appear. As my happiness grew and the excitement of what I feel expand to the universe, it all veanished. The guy I want loves somone else. The only thing I had ever hope for is now gone and is always is forever...

I wish I dont have to experience this such pain...
This is what I got a whole bunch of illusion

Dejavu

It is always like this. I am so sick of it. How can I escape this heartache that I feel. You only come to me whenever she is not around. i hate the fact that I ca'nt get mad at you. i hate the fact that I am still hoping for you.

Every other day, you two always fight. I wish you love me and I will never make you fell that bad. NEVER but you won't ever give me a chance. I cry at night coz I don't have a gut to tell you how I feel.